“阿泰,这么晚了,你怎么还没休息?”
赫洛有些不安,难道被黑粉袭击的新闻要在异世界再次出现?
阿泰朝赫洛靠近,失落的脸色被路灯映照显现。
“赫洛,我想和你聊聊。”
他担心阿泰做出过激的事,好言安慰道:“阿泰,你先冷静一下,我会儘量帮你的。”
“放心吧,我没那么脆弱。”他指向西方的高台,那立著埃忒耳莉婭的神像,无论位於村庄何处都能仰望。
“去上面,我要你在元素之神的注视下说真话。”
感受著忒克诺斯带来的神力,赫洛自信发誓,“当然,我可是元素之神忠实的信徒。”
有了赫洛的保证,阿泰挥手示意赫洛跟上。两人保持著距离穿过夜色,一路无言地踏上台阶,最终在女神像裙摆下的一处石台坐下。
沉默良久,阿泰垂著头,艰难开口:“赫洛,你说实话,有没有嘲笑过我?”
赫洛被逗笑,“当然没有,你只是在意这件事?”
嘲笑一个幼稚的少年?作为明星的他格局没那么小。
“那你演讲时说的话呢?都是真话吗?”
赫洛自嘲地开了个玩笑:“当然不是,父母的性格、声音我一概都不记得,他们的爱只是我想像的。”
“你……”阿泰的头垂的更低,“对不起,我又一次揭开你的伤疤。”
“没关係,我已经习惯了。”
融合自己身体后,就连二人数十年的孤独感也一同重叠,但他能做的,只有忍受。
阿泰已经陷入深深的自责,“真的,对不起。我已经意识到,你比我坚强太多。是我太幼稚了,一次次伤害同伴的心。”
他捂著脸,细微的哽咽声从指缝流出,“就算没有你,我也当不了第一,我也成为不了剑士……”
“为什么我会嫉妒你,为什么我总是那么差劲……”
他的情绪开始失控,飆出的眼泪陷入石阶。
作为偶像的素养,让赫洛自觉为粉丝扮演长兄的角色,提供温柔的劝导。
他挪近身体,搂住少年,轻拍著颤抖的肩膀,逸散出体內柔和的光元素温暖阿泰。
过了几分钟,强烈的抽咽声开始平息,赫洛適时地开口:“阿泰,说实话,你已经很厉害了。”
阿泰的眼泪混杂著鼻涕抹在赫洛的宽袖上,“你……你別哄我了,我连剑士基础考核……都,都没过……”
“我说的当然不是你的剑术,而是你的工匠天赋。”
“你的火元素亲和力在村中名列前茅,你家传的独特工艺广受好评,不是吗?”
“可……可我不喜欢当工匠……”
赫洛托起阿泰胸口的铁色铭文吊坠,“如果你真的不喜欢,又怎么会隨身佩戴自己的作品?”
“我记得,这是你熔铸的三阶钢铁护符吧,当时你拿著它四处炫耀。”
赫洛语气兴奋,“16岁的二阶工匠,越阶造出了三阶道具,这难道不厉害吗?村里学锻造的青年哪个比你厉害?”
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阿泰自卑地摇了摇头,“不,我只在村子里厉害。去到繁镇,我已经见识了好几个16岁就晋升三阶的天才了。”
赫洛拍了下黄毛脑袋,“你自己都下意识与別人对比,更何况你的父母。”
“既然去到繁镇只能当凤尾,不如在村中安心当个鸡头。”
阿泰更不情愿地摆头,“我不想留在村里,一辈子枯燥无味地生活,重复我父母的人生。”
“到了年龄就被迫安排结婚,生育后为家庭琐事烦恼,守著自己的一亩三分地直到死亡,这样的生活有什么意义?”
赫洛眺望远方的夜景。
“那就去开拓新的人生。”
“什么……”
赫洛站起,手指夜幕的地平线。
“看见了吗,天空另一端的你。”
这话不止说给黄毛少年听。
赫洛看见18岁的他第一次面对闪光灯,那是他將少年时期的苦果捣烂咽下才艰难取得的一点成就。
“既然你厌恶循规蹈矩的生活,那就不要再依赖父母,靠自己的实力闯出一片天地。”

